EMPATHY

There was a day where it was so horrible that its too hard to remember that day.
I was at Mother's house( i call her The Mother),and we were home alone.As always,i was in the garage bitter and alone feeling very cold,and hungry.I find leftover or crumbs from the food Mother has eaten.I cuddle myself because i have no warmth but my self in my own arms.All the mother does is treat me like ''shit''.At least thats what i think.I can only imaginge how worse this is then how she treated my other brothers.When she speaks to me,she calles me It.And when she asks me to speak, i am only to allowed to respond by saying ,''No Ma'am'' or ''Yes Ma'am''.
Many times she really gets to me,and i scream in my head ,''why does this happen to me!?'' What do i to deserve this!!''Since i am the youngest,(beside my little sibling) I Feel like i dont want to live in this world.BUt i keep myself because i can sometimes overpower The Mother.